I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot, I guess not.

came together so hard
we broke both our hearts
now i'm whistling dixie,
spittin' teeth
i can't shed this skin she's underneath
i was thinkin' to myself
it was always you
got to burn back the weeds
so i burn back the weeds and cry
she says 'why'i'm just not a very nice guy
can't seem to say good-bye
god knows i try

(love that girl like she was mine ...)

beer tastes like blood, and my mouth is numb.

And I can't make, the words I need to say.

I'm thankful for my web of friends, because this is certainly not an easy thing for me to do or any easy transition for me to make. Still, I've realized they were all right, and now I believe what they knew all along- what is truly best for me. I can't tell if everything is coming together or falling apart. Maybe it's just finally falling into place, like it should have all along.

I was blind - didn't see
What was here in me
I was lost - insecure
I felt like the road was way too long
Cause love is noise, love is pain.

Will those feet in modern times
Forgive me all my sins
Love is noise
Come on
-The Verve, "Love is Noise"